Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Peace Out 2008, bring on 09!

So glad this year is over. The only thing I hope for in 09 is the fuckin economy to pick up!
Hope everyone has a safe, and FABULOUS New Years!! 
Ill be posting some pics Shortly.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

WElcome BACK

Lake Naci. summer 08

Been awhile since ive posted a new blog, and Im ready to wrap up this year, and share some 2008 photos and memories...dont think i coulda had a better and worse year. if that makes sense. I really learned what Backstabbers, Liars, and cheaters some people can really be.
I really made a clean sweep through people who I call friends. I appreciate my small close group of friends, who have forever been my friends through thick and th
in...and were there for me when my world came crashing down on me. I dont think words can ever explain how important they are too me, and how much I love them....
I wish I could be closer with a couple of you but, through it all ev
en the miles that seperate us were still friends...and thats priceless!
LOVE YOU GIRLS.

I also can only say this because it took me awhile to get it....but I get it now.

"Always trust your guts"
"NEVER settle for less"

Two things I struggled for a long time. I now realize how important it is to be happy, and put myself first. I always trying to please EVERYONE else...when bottomline I was so miserable. and didnt get shit back from anyone. EVER. I have a huge heart, im a giving person, who would share my last dime if need be. I realy hope people could see these kinds of qualities in others over the surface shit. some of you people who think your world/relationship is perfect, have a rude awakening....noones perfect, nothings perfect. I can only hope people can grow up a little bit and
learn to work with what they have instead of expecting more and more....

Life is about the little things.

Happy 23rd birthday to me....70's party

GOOD BYE TOM!(MINUS A couple people i could live without seeing ever again!)

CHA-CHA lounge

Misbehave/HellZ BeLLZ fall 08
Vegas girls trip


hALLOWEEN 08
night in LA

Saturday, November 29, 2008

YIKES

Went out in ventura last night, first time in over 2 months....and I have to say I now remember WHYYYY I choose to go elsewhere. I understand thanksgiving EVERYONE is home, and goes out to see people they havent seen in years/months...what have you. It was a straight up High School reunion.....I saw some people I havent even since High School, it was nice, I guess, but I was BORED. people were there I could have gone without seeing, or having to look at, with that said I cant wait to move I GOT 9 DAYS AND COUTNING..........

Had aBIG SALE at DROOL yesterday. went FABULOUS!
Was non-stop busy all day, selling crap.
rackin in the SKRILL.$

KINDA MAYBE SORTA excited about getting my new car this week or next.
I wasnt really looking forward to it, and i debated keeping my car, but Im not.
Im still debating actually getting an A3 instead of the the A4, but we'll see. I have a feeling once I see the car I ordered all to my specifications it will be CHINGAS, and I wont have the control to say NO. so pretty soon Ill be creepin a new sweet Audi.

TILL I DIE.


HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND, see ya back here MONDEE.


Thursday, November 27, 2008

DAY OF THANKS?

Thanksgivings 08'
HOLLA.
first year in 5 i'll doing ONE Thanksgiving. A bit sad.
But im prepared for utter chaos at my family's casa. They're all straig
ht up LOCO.
Today would be a good day to have a hidden camera attached to me...so people can see what im talking about when i say "chaos" Oh lord. I literally sit on my couch and listen to my entire family bitch about EVERYTHING. from "why isnt the turkey cooking faster"..."when are we going to eat"..."what happened to you and joey"...."who fuckin forget to BRING that or this"...."why is there only capri sun to drink!"....." this is gross, I dont like that, Im leaving" ......OH it could go on and on forever with all of them..... kids crying, adults not giving a shit, and me sitting there zoning out on these people. Its a day of thanks. and the only thing im thinking about doing is fuckin KILLING myself.
Yikes.

But I wish you all a normal, happy Thanksgiving. Be thankful, stop taking people for granted. Do something nice for someone today! Hug your dad, kiss your Mom, tell your sisters/brothers you love them.....I never do any of this, but mayyyyyyybe I will today. LOL

Monday, November 24, 2008

OUT OF SIGHT. OUT OF MIND.

Not too often am I annoyed by people... like to the point where I want to say something to them so bad, but i'm just not like that.
First let me start out by saying...It's amazing how you have to find out who your real friends are, and how you have to get hurt and let down by people who you call your friend.
Its also amazing how people you've known for YEARS just suddenly CHANGE. and its not even a "cool" or "good" change. Its so bad, your sitting there hanging out with these people just looking at them like "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU" and "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT"
oh yes. I can name a few who this has happened to in my opinion. I just dont get it. I think you people are full of shit, and are UNHAPPY with who you really are. so you become this weirdo!
I cant fathom it. I have been the same way, same look, same EVERYTHING since middle school.
I would never change who I am to please someone else. or make someone LOVE me, or trying to fit in with a certain "group of people".  You peeps need HELP.  But really maybe I did the changing??? MAYBE, i changed and realized HOLY SHIT this person or that person IS STUPID!
just brain storming. 

I also found a renter for my casita today! thats just such wonderful news. A young couple with they're new baby will be raising they're baby girrrrrl in my house, which they will soon call they're house. AMAZING. things like that make me feel so good about myself, and the recent decisions i've made. I know im letting some people down by moving, and Its hurts me to think people might really be affected by me moving. but I NEED this. Its HUGE!!!.

I also have been watching family guy season 6 that i just bought from Target....seriously WHAT THE HELL, show is soooooo GOOOD. i fuckin LOVE IT. hilarious.



Saturday, November 22, 2008

PEACE OUT SOMIS

Hi.
Some of you may know, ive been contemplating on moving south to LA.
I've thought LONG AND HARD. and found a place I'd like to call my new *Home*
Its a penthouse loft downtown.
and im going tomorrow to sign my life away.



BE HAPPY FOR ME. :)

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

TAT


got a new tattoo tonght, I LOVE IT.
heres a pic
Daniel Albrigo. wey